The delightful torment (cont..)

Few asked me via mail why I have not talked about the human pleasure a bit too deep. My last article was based on the talk with friends Who are close to my heart.

Few are guilty about the things I shared, few have queries WHAT IF (let me answer your queries), few stopped talking to me and few appreciated me for writing up about the dark fantasies. Yes! Everyone has their opinions, and I appreciate it for standing with their thoughts.

I have a male friend who always talk about Sin. By the way, what is Sin? How do we know if the act we do is unjustly right and fair? How do we declare something we do is immoral or dishonest? He also threatens me that I may spend a minute in hell for being a wicked and unscrupulous person. Don’t ask me if I’m a wicked person? I am not. I always love to annoy people with freaky scenarios. He gets irritated by me for being a weird woman.

If the thing we do is not at all making us to feel guilty, then what we are doing is definitely right. If you are 0.01% guilty about something, watch your steps, you are going to spend a second or minute in hell (am I sounding like my friend?! Actually YES, I believe him, but not one hundred percent). Do you understand why I mentioned this here? You can look at other women or men but when you realise that you are ditching your man or woman, please stop it right there. It’s just a vibration and it is never gonna last. We find this vibration from everyone we come across, but we never expose it unless they approach.

Oops.. wait.. I am not talking about few men or women who has no purpose in life. They don’t have moral values. They don’t think about dishonest and unjustly manner. They do what they want. They never realise the sufferings of others. All they wish to do is abuse and molest and never regret. This is definitely a sin. Because the act they do is making the affected one to lose faith and eventually spoils their mentality.

A girl I know who is of my age was raped when she was 12 years old. She never know what sex is, she never know what it feels like when a man touches her body. She haven’t reached her puberty age. She was just a kid. The rapists ran away after ruining her soul. She was drenched in blood and semen. She was later witnessed by her family. She was completely shattered. She is scared about men later on, she got shivers when a man comes next to her. DON’T WORRY. She is now a strong woman. She is a brave young lady, she is inspiring few. She believes that just because she was raped, she is not weak, she has a wonderful life, she talks about it boldly to let others voice out about their mental traumas. She always had a second thought about suicide. But she never tried to. She thought not to hurt her family or her friends by being a coward.

Is it her fault? Do you think that she deserves it? Do you think that someone can find a pleasure from a kid? What happened had just happened. Nothing can be erased or removed from her memory. Even the days, months and years make her memory to fade. But it still exists at some corner of her mind. It will last forever. But why aren’t those bastards (a person with no quality- can be called this way) are thinking about the future of the kids. Is it that simple? Couldn’t they find a prostitute to satisfy their pleasure?

If someone touch you without your permission, you can scream or call out for help or just run away from them. Speak out about your mental trauma to someone you trust. Tell them that you are not comfortable. You have strength to break their manhood. But you don’t have to. If it is necessary, definitely you can. He can’t complain. You don’t have to hide just because something happened. If some bastards are out alive with guts, why do you have to bend over?

Learn about it before trying. We never had an idea about sex education but nowadays everything has come in advance. There are lot more documentaries and series about sex education. But in my days We call it gender instead of calling it sex because we thought it was a sin. We never had guts to talk to a male friend because we thought it was a sin. We feared to touch each other, because we thought it would make us pregnant. We were shy because our family and neighbours thought having opposite gender friendship is a sin. Later on, the next generation kids started teasing us for being so dumb. Aren’t we lucky that we were innocents in our school days? Aren’t we lucky that we never had an idea about human pleasures till we were teenagers? Aren’t we lucky that being shy in front of our crush is a butterfly feel?

What is your idea about sex before marriage? Do you consider it a sin? If you think this is nothing but a sin, who is affected by it (both the genders are undoubtedly happy, they explored the pleasures, they find it completely that this sex is a pure connection of love). Sex is not a mistake. But we never know that the love partner we have now will destined to be our life partner or not. We just enjoy their existence. We never think about the future, we never plan about tomorrow. We live the life that we have today. If you break up with your love, if you get married to someone else, if you decide not to marry anyone, never try to chase the one you loved if he/ she is married. This is not what either of you deserve. Let them live their life.

What if your partner hates sex but you love? What if your partner ignores you when it comes to pleasure? What if either of you don’t find the sexual vibe from each other? Is it good to complain about your partner to your friends? I can advise you one thing, just sit and talk. Ask them why? Ask them why not? Just because they refuse sex now, it doesn’t mean they are going to refuse it lifelong. They may think that it is not the right time. Lets give them time and space. Don’t lose the love of your life just for a pleasure. Consider it a kind of test your partner is giving you. He/ she may test your patience. They may estimate you with your reaction. Don’t think about break up. Don’t argue for this. Don’t fight for it. You will get it someday. That day you will realise sex is nothing.

It is nothing to worry about virginity but we still fear if the love of our life slept with other man/ woman. Why do we have this gut feeling? Aren’t we trusting our life partner? Actually we do, but when they outspokenly say about their date or a one night stand. We fear. We doubt if he/ she date anyone now or later. Please never ask your loved ones about their past not because it will make them melancholic but you will also lose your peace and happiness. You will doubt their every single move. Let them forget. Let you forgive. This is the least thing we can do just to enlighten our existing life.

P.S Pleasure may come from illusion, but happiness can come only of reality. True happiness is to enjoy the present, without anxious dependence upon the future. So they thoroughly taught each other that one cannot take pleasure without giving pleasure, and that every gesture, every caress, every touch, every glance, every last bit of the body has its secret, which brings happiness to the person who knows how to wake it. They taught each other that after a celebration of love the lovers should not part without admiring each other, without being conquered or having conquered, so that neither is bleak or glutted or has the bad feeling of being used or misused.


The delightful Torment

Content Warning / Trigger Warning

What’s in a point of holding up the feelings to ourselves? If you do, then you are not living your life. You are just living the life of someone else’s.

Why am I having an hard time to reveal what I am going to write about.

Alright! Let me be straight here. I am here to talk about someone’s untold desires. That someone may be one of you or your partner or even your crush.

You might think how would I know if it is even untold. Huh!! Finish reading my article. I may reveal how I found it (depends on how I complete this).

What is lovemaking? What is your opinion about it? Is it just a pleasure or something beyond that? After all we are humans, we can be wild or we can be prey based on how we are.

To all the men out there, let me ask you a scenario. You are married and you are telling your darkest fantasies to your partner; What if she jumps in shock? Won’t you be ashamed of what you did? You have to carry this shame till your skins are wrinkled and your body shivers. So are you destined to bury your fantasies or try it with someone else?

A woman I know who is married sent me an audio note few months ago. She said that she is disappointed with her life. From there, she started complaining. She found out that her husband is having an affair. She also took screenshots of their text conversations as a proof. She started crying while reading their conversations. What made her to cry? They have talked about their intimacy.

So what have they discussed in their text conversation? I know you are excited to know. He said HE LOVED HER BROWN NIPPLES. She said HE HAD MEASURED THE DEPTH OF HER. I guess you understood. Does it really matter – the colour of the nipples? Isn’t it for breastfeeding babies? Why are women’s nipples considered a sexual organ but not the men’s nipples.

Let me talk about the features of nipples. The stimulation of the nipple during breastfeeding increases the amount of the hormone oxytocin that circulates. Oxytocin is often referred to as the “cuddling hormone” because it is released by male and female mammals during close social encounters of various kinds.

In addition to its general social effects, whereby a mother feels closeness for the baby she is feeding, there are other more specialized functions of oxytocin.

Another is sexual arousal and orgasm. Some women experiencing intense pleasure, even orgasm, from breastfeeding. This phenomenon was long written off as a mere oddity but neuroscientists are beginning to understand why it happens.

Women feels great when man appreciates her body. But why is it necessary to compare woman’s body? Every thing arose from pornography. We always look at mannequins the perfect body but it is just a plastic (mannequin is a french word means “An Artist’s model”, casted from a real human being). Even it is a plastic, the real human being behind that mannequin is a woman and man with the perfect body parts. This doesn’t mean that not everyone has perfect body shape. The pornographic actors and actress are just like the mannequins. After all they are actors, everything that you watch are a myth. They are subjected to fake cries and moans. So here comes an issue, Women expects a large manhood and men expects a perfect body women. You cannot expect your woman to moan like the actress do. And you cannot expect your man to fuck you for hours. (I don’t wish to give a deep explanation because you will realise the fact someday.)

We all know, no one is of perfect body shape. TV feeds false depiction of life to everyone. To all the men, appreciate your women’s body. Women! You are not an exception though, appreciate your men for what he is capable of. It is never gonna matter when you grow old. The only thing that matters the most is LOVE. Lust will never lasts. LOVE will surely lasts forever.

Hey man! make your woman walk with pride and confidence. Don’t let her lose faith about herself and her body. Hey ladies! You too. Never ever compare him or her with anyone else.

Can we seek others to satisfy our sexual desires? If you say YES, you don’t deserve the love. You are the utter shame to the humankind. If you are surely willing to do it, you are trying to betray your loved ones. If your partner is not okay with your fantasies, bury it anyways. Never think about having an affair. You are going to end up alone if he / she finds you ditching him / her.

Everyone wonder how couples maintain their sex life after having children. I know a girl who is married and has a 3 year old child. Whenever she tried to have intimacy with her husband, her girl would wake up and jumps to sleep between them. Most parents know that having less sex is part of life with a new baby. Yet when the children are a bit older, when the couples are less tired and they will have more opportunity to be intimate.

Does the body need pleasure even when we are at our 60s? Sex isn’t like a carton of milk that goes sour after a certain date. In fact, sex is more like fine wine; it improves with age. most people want and need sex well past 60, and continue to have it often, even well into their 80s. Sex when you’re young is sometimes frantic, explosive, and athletic. As your body slows down, sex can soften and change into more of a slow burn, but it can still be just as hot. It’s not about how often you have sex and it’s not about how many positions you can be in. It’s really about sexual pleasure, and your relationship and connection you have with your partner. When you’re less concerned about your sex stats and more focused on good communication, you’ll have just as much pleasure and passion as you did when you were young. It may just look different than it used to.

Do you think oral sex is mandatory for the physical pleasure? Myth about oral sex have long existed amongst Indians. Yet, oral sex has indisputably emerged as the hottest and newest trend among people down under. However, in India, we still notice a strong reluctance towards the, otherwise believed, most pleasurable act. In fact, oral sex is listed as ‘illegal and unnatural offences’ under Section 377 of the Indian Penal Code, stated as being ‘carnal intercourse against the order of nature’, which does not carry the potential for procreation. Apart from the legal restrictions, a lot of Indians also seem to nurture erroneous beliefs to perform or avoid oral sex. It is wrongly related to the culture of the country and is not merely considered as an act of pleasure. In India, there’s a lack of education, which has made couples ignorant about oral sex. Young girls often fear pregnancy or might relate their irregular periods to indulging in oral sex, which is untrue as the two have no correlation.

What if you are interested in oral sex and your partner is not? Then he/ she believes the myth which is Oral sex is always unhygienic, though one’s personal hygiene completely depends on their innate routines and habits, Indians still get a repulsive feeling towards the oral form of sex. If either of the partners does not believe in cleanliness and freshness, there is an understandable reluctance towards oral sex. It’s a fact that sex organs secrete and also that a man urinates and ejaculates from the same point, but maintaining good hygiene can ensure an enjoyable act.

Sex is just a pleasure. Love is the answer, but while you are waiting for the answer, sex raises some pretty good questions. When you’ve been in a relationship for a while, it’s easy to start taking your partner for granted. The little things they do for us on a daily basis start to seem routine; they are no longer special.

P.S Do not spoil what you have by desiring what you have not; remember that what you now have was once among the things you only hoped for.